30.4.09
i feel that it is a pretty hypocritical situation im in right now. have always been an advocate of "slowing down to smell the roses", yet right now i'm zooming by my life at 100mph. free time? find something to do. weekends have free time still? get a 2nd job!
god...if only there were a better way..
posted by the child on 2:07 PM
23.4.09
oh behold the horizon
like dawn turns to dusk
it pales and fades
we are but mortals
stray as we might from the path
the fates draw us in
weaving our tale with spindly fingers
but walk west i will, chasing the escaping light
finding my place
but forget where i started i cannot
for i will not be able to tell how far ive came should i not
and when the darkness approaches, i run
for i fear it will consume me
as it did for that bleak moment
so chasing the light, i speed
and yet, i wonder...
what was that sliver from over my shoulder? imeem is still a prick. or maybe its the internet im on?
oh that silly thread, its still there
posted by the child on 8:06 PM
song to be uploaded as soon as imeem decides to stop being such a prick
Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?
I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain
[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you when I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you?
Who will give you strength when you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you when I've gone away?
Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone
posted by the child on 3:33 PM
14.4.09
not in the past, yet unable to focus on the path ahead
i started planting many seeds, as the open barrenness was too much of a reminder
they sprout, and i am surrounded...but the pang is still there
and yes it seems, for every 2 steps forward, a thin line yanks me back 3 steps
and yet i keep that thread, that which holds strong despite the size
and i truly know i would make an about turn in a split second
posted by the child on 1:47 PM
2.4.09
when you are suggested an idea, ask not Why you should do it, but instead, Why should you NOT do it...for I am starting to believe that one does not need a reason to do things but really only a good reason to prohibit one from doing so.
posted by the child on 2:23 PM
