J'enfant

17.5.09

why?

how can a person feel lonely when they are among friends?
how can a person at one moment want to be surrounded by ones he calls friend and at the very next moment want to be locked up alone?
how does one go from wanting nothing to wanting one thing so badly without warning?

honestly, it sucks. at times it feels like swimming with jeans and clothes on..totally dragged down.
i dont understand myself at all...so i dont blame anybody for finding me incorrigible

i have a total fuck-it attitude. i dont give a fuck what people think about me or whether they like me. yet sometimes i wonder if i should be a little nicer. then again i cant really be bothered to be any different than i am. tho i do change easily when i want to. why am i so stubborn tho? and defiant.

and entirely random.

wtf is wrong with me?

posted by the child on 12:32 AM
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