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today, i made a decision. or rather, i actually made it like 2 weeks ago as it is, the flow of the conversation turned out to be pretty much what i and so, i had decided that...what i think is my best interest, to question regardless, whats done is done and i wont take back my words. i want to but now, theres no more expectation. if i could, i would erase the phrase you've moved on well it seems to me. and im still the loser sulking about
after contemplating things...but decided not to say anything, so that i
can think about it a lil bit more and to avoid putting a dark cloud over
the person's holidays...as i knew, what id say would definitely....well,
you know.
imagined it to be. as much as you've changed without realising, you still
retain the majority of your streak.
just how much of friends we can remain to be. you obviously didnt see my
side of the view, or maybe your expectation/description of a friendship is
too much of a difference to mine.
try and be selfish a lil bit more, to try and get more for myself. we
chose to agree to disagree (you even managed to forget how we were like as
friends), and as it may, i hope this helps to calm myself down a bit more.
i really feel...honestly, left behind. or maybe im just expecting too
much. i have this bad habit of expecting more from people who are closer
to me, i dont know why.
"best friend" from my dictionary...cos they seem to come and go like years
do. i guess its normal to drift apart, especially more so when you're a
person who can enjoy loneliness. never before had i yearned for company,
save for a period of about, 21 months?
it, until i can forget about it.
worst, to avoid dissappointment". now, if only i could just avoid hoping
for anything, at all.
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