J'enfant

29.10.09

very random post

hear the sounds
and wonder, where do we fit in?
ponder, what are we made for?
pity the one who knows not
you who knows you know not knows more

bridging worlds once unfathomable
i wonder to what extent will we go
respecting not the way nature is meant to be
the deplorable state of the earth shall
haunt us to no end
dismayed at us
annoyed at what we do
yet i can do nothing

Everybody could use an olive branch.

Inspiration for change, no?

posted by the child on 4:01 PM
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25.10.09

spooked

500 days of summer was scary.

scary in the lines that i heard, the situations, the male lead's feelings.
i almost felt like yelling, "man, i feel you".

well ill be damned but im still sleepy after knocking out for 12 hours

posted by the child on 4:32 PM
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21.10.09

slopes

i wonder, if its an uphill slope im on now..or has it suddenly turned into
a downhill slope...again?

posted by the child on 8:37 PM
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19.10.09

what is happiness without satisfaction?

i can feel happiness...

but i am in no way satisfied with my life, nor the way its going.


...sigh.

posted by the child on 9:09 PM
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15.10.09

im in a rotten mood.

posted by the child on 7:20 PM
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8.10.09

sip sip

as one being fortunate enough to have the opportunity to be able to enjoy
a nice bourbon coke and read a novel on the 26th floor while enjoying the
sounds of a fountain and the city unwinding, i'd say its quite the way to
chill out.

and after the book is done (The Lost Symbol btw, and it's incredible.
thanks guys for the gift :D), i had time to just...sit there, in my head.
and think.

its funny, when you're sleepy (only 3 hours of sleep does that to you i
guess), and the weather is nice...you can sort of hang in this limbo
between nodding off and being just drowzy. and you may start to wonder if
you're dreaming of things, or are you really thinking about it. i guess at
some point its one and the same since your dreams are often what you are
thinking of, or thought of during the day. which goes to say a lot since i
dont usually have dreams (effectively equating me not thinking at all
during the day :P)...

...anywayyyyyy, after digressing so much...i cant remember much of what i
wanted to say also.

but i still remember 1 bit at least.

dont try and fight the current. you'll end up at the destination anyhow,
the only difference being the state you arrive in. this is metaphorical of
course, or using a new word i prefer now, it is shrouded in allegory :D

i wonder sometimes how many people can catch what i really do mean, hidden
under what i'm saying

posted by the child on 3:57 PM
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7.10.09

knowledge

to know that you do not know, and to realise that you are not lost but
merely not knowing of where you are headed...

that is the sign that you should have your eyes wide open and minds
receptive to change and new ideas.

im trying hard...

posted by the child on 7:08 PM
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6.10.09

eh..er..

dissidia vs crisis core vs the lost symbol vs greys anatomy vs boston legal


what to doooooooooo?! D:

posted by the child on 7:21 PM
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2.10.09

obligatory...

birthday post. heh

so another year has passed. hmm. meh.

outlook on life changed a bit. come and gone, but some still remain.
people that i call friends, you lot know who you are. you make life worth
living :D

posted by the child on 3:23 PM
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