hear the sounds
500 days of summer was scary.
scary in the lines that i heard, the situations, the male lead's feelings.
i almost felt like yelling, "man, i feel you".
well ill be damned but im still sleepy after knocking out for 12 hours
posted by the child on 4:32 PMi wonder, if its an uphill slope im on now..or has it suddenly turned into
what is happiness without satisfaction?
i can feel happiness...
but i am in no way satisfied with my life, nor the way its going.
...sigh.
as one being fortunate enough to have the opportunity to be able to enjoy
and after the book is done (The Lost Symbol btw, and it's incredible.
thanks guys for the gift :D), i had time to just...sit there, in my head.
and think.
its funny, when you're sleepy (only 3 hours of sleep does that to you i
guess), and the weather is nice...you can sort of hang in this limbo
between nodding off and being just drowzy. and you may start to wonder if
you're dreaming of things, or are you really thinking about it. i guess at
some point its one and the same since your dreams are often what you are
thinking of, or thought of during the day. which goes to say a lot since i
dont usually have dreams (effectively equating me not thinking at all
during the day :P)...
...anywayyyyyy, after digressing so much...i cant remember much of what i
wanted to say also.
but i still remember 1 bit at least.
dont try and fight the current. you'll end up at the destination anyhow,
the only difference being the state you arrive in. this is metaphorical of
course, or using a new word i prefer now, it is shrouded in allegory :D
i wonder sometimes how many people can catch what i really do mean, hidden
under what i'm saying
to know that you do not know, and to realise that you are not lost but
that is the sign that you should have your eyes wide open and minds
receptive to change and new ideas.
im trying hard...
posted by the child on 7:08 PMdissidia vs crisis core vs the lost symbol vs greys anatomy vs boston legal
what to doooooooooo?! D:
birthday post. heh
so another year has passed. hmm. meh.
outlook on life changed a bit. come and gone, but some still remain.
people that i call friends, you lot know who you are. you make life worth
living :D