J'enfant

31.12.09

hello 2010

and 2010 is coming, bringing with it hope; that which we humans cannot
live without.

so heads up everybody...let's all look 2010 in the eye as he comes in with
a gusto and see what he has to offer.

bye bye 2009

but im gonna change that norm this year. i feel that i shouldnt be looking
inside too much this time around. im looking forward to next year,
whatever it brings.

(and with reference to my last post of 2008) i guess i did find some
un-fun trick doors this year. then again, life was never made to be just
plain smooth and i accept that (more like theres nothing i can do about
it!)

there's really nothing that i want to say about 2009, except that it is
truly a year that opened my eyes even more...and made me further
understand the need to constantly have an open mind. thats definitely one
of my traits i will not be changing.

and people always speak of resolutions for the new year, and my resolution
usually never changes..that is, to never make any more resolutions. but to
be honest, i have had the same resolution year after year...and that is to
be a better person the coming year. but who's to judge?

Hello 2010. (well, in 7 hours and 20 minutes or so anyway)

22.12.09

busy busy busy!!

never had such a busy december before. first time i've had december just
whizz by like a train that only has an accelerator on a downhill slope.
but it aint all that bad. never knew shortage of sleep could be so...fun.
havoc that is so amusing. unbridled laughter that comes a dime a dozen.

i guess...i'm finally starting to really enjoy life again. i think i'm
done with just living. i wanna live more.

and maybe its not so unexpected, but i think life is beginning to go too
fast for my liking. the last 5 years feel faster than any 5 years i can
really recall.

what a roller coaster

16.12.09

morbid

if anything were to happen to me, i know i would want the rites and the
funeral to be done in my hometown, undoubtedly.
but that being said, who would be there at my funeral?
my opinion, of a measure of a person's life...is to be gauged after his
life.

that said, have i made my presence felt in peoples life?

11.12.09

lovely language

and i always wonder how many people are able to understand me...well
probably not many given that i dont let many people into my head. main
reason being, i dont think most people can handle what's going on in
there, or keep up.

then again...how many people who know me would even want to begin to
understand my method of thinking? hmm....any takers?

8.12.09

but..i got proven..half wrong? lol dunno what to make of it XD

4.12.09

and i'll then see if i am proven wrong or right