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this post relates to a singular person from my past, and if she still does
for the rest of you, you can ignore or skip over this post cos its not
really anything worth knowing, but you can read too if you're that kaypoh
:P
given the way things were, and what happened between us, theres a high
possibility we'd never be able to trust each other again.
but even then, i am able to say today, i feel absolutely nothing anymore.
no more anger, regrets..anything.
that being said, i have been doing what i said i wouldnt do. i do keep
track of your life, out of curiosity. and i have to commend you, for
finally making that decision, though i do not know if its something you
can achieve in a short period of time, but keep at it. no doubt if you do
love that person as much as you say you do, you will be able to change for
the better. im really hoping for your sake, that you realise love for what
it really is, and you do not make any unnecessarily bad decisions anymore.
i dont know if you even read this anymore. you probably dont. most likely
even. but if you do, then i think you should know what i mean out of all
of this. or maybe im just being so vague as i usually am.
so screw the vagueness. im saying i can try to be a friend again. that is
however, up to you.
as you know, i'm always around.
posted by the child on 12:34 AM2 weeks ago, when i got back from tioman, i said to myself...i'm gonna sit
i dont seem to change much. and i dont seem to be able to beat my lazy
genes. add on...i dont seem to have any motivation for anything anymore.
i dont think im in a good place right now. i have nothing to look forward
to, nor do i feel much confidence in myself.
sadly, this feeling is a mite too reminiscent of last year...quite a bit
too long to get out of this slump too. wonder why...sigh
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