2 weeks ago, when i got back from tioman, i said to myself...i'm gonna sit i dont seem to change much. and i dont seem to be able to beat my lazy i dont think im in a good place right now. i have nothing to look forward
down and do a nice write up on it. wrote 2 lines and its now still sitting
in my email drafts. pfft.
genes. add on...i dont seem to have any motivation for anything anymore.
to, nor do i feel much confidence in myself.
sadly, this feeling is a mite too reminiscent of last year...quite a bit
too long to get out of this slump too. wonder why...sigh