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you can't unsay what's been said,
nor undo what's been done,
regret only makes it hurt more,
yet pain is what makes us learn.
history repeats itself, unless you learn from mistakes. i apparently didnt.
eugene, you're such a bitch.
i am beginning to believe more and more, that i shouldnt open myself up
every time i do, invariably, i hurt the person and myself. getting close
to me is like an accident waiting to happen.
learnt recently of individualism vs collectivism in the sense of a
nation's norms. i think i clearly fall out of singapore's norms. may
probably be why most people dont think the same way i do. and is the boon
of uniqueness that i've been chasing really a bane instead?
i think i stand out so much now that people dont want to get to know me.
or maybe i just dont believe they could like talking to me hence i dont
try to let them in..
is my being so different such an issue though? i have friends who've known
me for years, and know perfectly well how insane i can be from time to
time, yet they still like hanging out with me (i take it that way since
they actually dared to go on a 3d2n holiday with me). then again i have
friends or acquaintances whom i can instantly create a chasm between. or
is it a norm that the people here cannot stand hearing opinions being said
out loud?
if i keep it to myself, im the quiet unassuming guy that seems to know
nothing or has not much opinions to speak of. open my mouth and i can piss
people off within sentences.
filter my words? i dont see very much of a point to, if im supposed to
treat you as a friend. heck i'll even say i treat my friends pretty badly
compared to bare acquaintances. i hurt them physically, berate them, throw
vulgarities for fun. doesnt make me sound like very much of a friend does
it?
it seems that wall i built now employed its own security guards.
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