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i just feel like i want to clam up and keep everything inside once again.
it almost sounds like it would make my life easier...and nobody would know
the difference anyway
and im quite possibly just above the fail line. just barely
wahoo, what a week. im counting it as starting from last saturday.
and its not over yet and i feel like im sinking already. but having felt
all of the weekend depression, this doesnt feel quite as bad
or maybe its just cos i hit my head really badly again yesterday?
posted by the child on 1:43 AMi have no idea how...
how to deal with it when you know exactly what your close friend is
planning, when you know its going against one of your most important
personal principles?
i feel like a crappy friend and at the same time like im letting myself
down.
sometimes the feeling's too heavy, and i cant fight it, and i drown posted by the child on 5:34 PM
its tiring holding on to hope continuously.
i sometimes wish there was something to just make me plain happy without
the need to keep urging myself to go on.
i wonder how long all my positive hope can last hahaha
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