J'enfant

25.10.10

we all have things we wish to protect. sometimes, at the very core the
most important thing we want to protect is at our very self. and thats our
heart. and we tend to armor coat it. or even more, like myself.

i am unable to be a person who lives with his heart shown to the world. i
have no idea what or who i am to attribute this over cautiousness to, but
i do know it somewhat is a big problem. who wants to go and get to know
someone who doesnt want to be known right?

to find someone you can bare your heart to, you have to suffer the pain of
the numbers who are not the ones to see your heart. or so it seems to be.

though at the moment, it seems i cannot do so. oh well